Being so in love with a loser = Painful.

What is this? What the hell is happening?

How can i be so in love with a loser who always made me mad just at one attack? How can i be so easily more weak than usual if i face his present, face, appearance, either his word or eyes or all the things that related to him? Why this questions always came up in every single time i clearly and definitely wish that.... "time, please turn yourself back" ?

This is just a part of a bullshit that i usually made. This is just a bit of tons of tears which couldn't control itself anymore because no barrier left. This is just... a rubbish. Nothing more.

Oh God, can i live in a different paths where the things are so different? If i could, i prefer for have no heart, or no feelings at all. If i could, i prefer for know nothing about love or its friends. And the best, if i could, i prefer for not know about.... YOU. At all.

You are really a hollyshit motherfucker ever. I gave a shit of everything that happened. You hurt me with many deceitfulness. Oh YEAH THANKS for your "kindness" that i don't even need. and SORRY for my imperfect.

So... Just, vanish, 'umh? Oh maybe it's better if myself vanish. It's not you who need to be vanished, but me.

'THIS' is make everything that complicated become simple...

Thanks for reading, or just looking around. Appreciate it so much. Thanks for more, if you put a little attention to this. Feel the same?

Never work.